After all the sad news so far im glad to finally give some decent news
I finally confessed to a girl i like and now we're talking ,It started with me getting the guts to talk to her and since school is almost over i said fuck it why not buy her a chocolate and if she rejects me i can take it but while getting psyching i felt an overwhelming force of embarrassment but she was so nice reasurring me that it's fine so we talked for a bit, after a while we went on our way but my classmates encouraged me to get a pic with her and this ended with me asking if we could talk more, So it's been a few days but i think i'll ask her to walk with me to get to know her more.