do not read

I can't handle it anymore i have way too much things to do in such little time i feel like im about to explode with all the things i need to get done but im sure after this there will be even more things that i need to do, why did i even sign up for this why don't i just stop and end it all every day i wake up knowing that im ruining my life with my actions and that i can't fix them with how i am and this entire rant is pointless since there are others who can do these things i bitch about easily i don't know what to do anymore i feel like a spoiled child whining about things that are insignificant, the only reason im writing this is to let it all out since this is my only safe space where i can express myself without others judging me and with the protection of this being this being a part of myself that no one will ever know and see who i really am

all of this is just a way to scream away my problem don't read this since it would just feel like a child complaining since i couldn't give any effort to putting care in my grammar whatsoever im just overwhelmed but i'll be fine i think