this is the only place i can express myself

i want to say sorry to my parents im a huge disappointment and im sorry i can't ever make you proud all i have done is be a burden im sorry i can't be like her someone who's able to make use of your kindness im just a leech iwish i could just disappear for your best i want to be the best for you but i know i can't i never will bei love you so much but actions speak louder than words and i haven't shown my love and respect enough i know you will never see my like you see her